Working with your reality to become your self. Do not worry about the things around you before you have learned to sit with self and realize your own pure potential. Others can feel when you aren’t your authentic self. People will respond differently if you are simply using external influences to live your life.
Love, joy, gratitude are the highest vibrations. Get back to you. Go into nature, Listen more by Iona Flores.
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